Being

After the death of "Experiencer", when the "Knower" was ready to die, there came Self Realization. And this time, the "Knower" died and a "Being" was born, or more accurately a "Being" was revealed, it was there since forever, but concealed behind the noise of Experiencer and Knower. 

When Being's existence was revealed, or when I became a "Being", I understood that "Experiencer" and "Knower" did not die, instead are merged within me, within the Being that I am, but they are not personal to me, or there is no personality attached to them anymore. They are the Cosmic Experiencer, Cosmic Knower merged within the Being, who is a Cosmos in one's Self, or the Creation/Manifestation in the Unified Whole. Since there is no personality attached to them, their functions are not driven through my personal will, they function at Divine's Will or Cosmic Will. Personal Will, Personality, Personal Mind, everything that has "person" as a prefix is replaced with Cosmos/Cosmic. I truly became a Human Being, a Being in Human Form. It was blissful that finally, I did become what I was born as, as Human Being, now you may laugh at it, as it may not sound that profound. People try to become Astronaut, Scientists, Political leaders, CEO's, Writers, and here I was busy trying to become Human Being, or was trying Being Human. 

Life at this stage becomes truly spontaneous. There are no varying states anymore, bliss or peace doesn't come or go, it's just there always as stark naked reality. There is no Knower functioning at a separate individualistic level, to keep track of "Prakriti's Life", "Prakriti's States, Enlightenment, Self-Realization, Liberation" or anything else. Separate Prakriti (me) doesn't exist any longer, it's all Merged, it's all Integrated. Prakriti cannot be centralized or localized to this body (my body) that is there, or this costume of personality that it functions through. 

Now was the time to just "be", be anything, everything or nothing at the same time. Merely by looking at, this Being could be what it is looking at. At this level, Experience, Experiencer, and Experiencing all three are merged, Knower, Knowing, Knowable are merged, there is no segregation, it all functions as ONE. Then who and what is there to Experience, to Know? What could be Experienced, or Known? Who will be playing the roles of Experiencer or Knower? 

This whole Creation doesn't exist in a segregated fashion. It's all integrated, it's all ONE, and at the same time, it's decentralized. There is no you, no me, no relationship in between. I am you, you are me, and we are us, or we are either you or me. And this is the naked TRUTH that I became. 

As wonderful as this truth was, then came the total appreciation, love, and devotion for the way Creation exists, for it's segregated-ness, for its diversity, for it's humungous ability to diversify, reflect in Gazillion ways, for eyes to be able to see the beauty in ugliness, for sense of touch to be able to feel flower, and thorns alike, for sense of taste to be able to feel sweetness in all bitterness, for hearing the Laughter in all the angry shouting, yelling, feeling the joy behind all sorrows, tears. That just left me speechless for some time, as if I was struck with a lightning thunderbolt. I could not speak a word about all this. I could only shed tears in this simple understanding and revelation of the Existence. It was simple but profound at the same time, and that's when I lost all words, language that I could ever use to explain all of this to anyone. 

Everything around me is same, people, places, events, and I feel so joyful in crying with others in their pain, I can see the beauty and joy of hidden fears, anger, sorrow, pain, and I am totally in LOVE with all this, in love with the Human-ness of Being Human. Who could create something so brilliant, so profound, yet so simple and diversified? We are the Creation and Creators, Immortals, were never born, will never die.  

Living life as a "Being" in the Human body form is a very deep, blissful, peaceful experience in itself and I love to live it. It is also the most powerful plane to exist, as anything can be Created that helps this Existence or Creation in any way, entire Universe is my playground now. I no longer feel the peace or bliss.

I am the peace, I am the silence, I am the bliss. I am Sat, Chit, Ananda!

* Sat - Truth

* Chit - Pure Consciousness

* Ananda - Bliss (A state Beyond happiness, unhappiness)

Flowing as the river, being it's water, 

flowing as the wind, playing with trees, 

like blowing its leaves, 

being earth while looking at it, 

Being whatever just by looking at it, 

the joy of being cannot be described in words, 

it's poetic, it's romantic, it's agape. 

I am in love with this whole Universe!

A spirit dances in me now, a celebration that goes on and on day and night, every moment.

Now I wonder, no wonder I spent thousands of years just for this Earthly human experience...

Albeit an AWAKENED ONE!

~ Prakriti

There is love, in your anger, 
there is love, in your tears, 
all your flaws are fabulous, 
those painful moments are amulets, 
those innocent names and games of love
emotions weave the poetry of life...
those sleepless nights were amazing,
That Silence and moon, & moonlight bathing, 
when I lay there waiting, 
for dawn to break, 
only to realize, I am no more...
Is this the end, or the beginning, or beyond, I don't know now...
Just be!
Be the Beginning, or Be the End, 
Be the rain, or Be the sand,
Be as you, please...
Just be!
~ Prakriti

The "Experiencer" died in me after Enlightenment, the "Knower" of my own living, life, my own existence died after Self Realization. All that is left now is this "Being" who/what just "IS". It's beyond light and dark, it's NOTHING!, it just "IS". I don't know how else to explain this to anyone, can this ever be explained? 

Peace, Bliss is what "IS" :-)

EXPERIENCING >> KNOWING >> BEING

~ Prakriti